A su alrededor, reinaba la penumbra y el silencio. Entre la persiana entraban rayos de luz de luna, que solo hallaban unas pocas figuras a su paso. Era un cuarto pequeño, de techo bajo de madera, con ningún mueble exceptuando la cama de dos plazas en el medio del mismo. Sábanas de seda blanca yacían desordenadas sobre el colchón, abrigando la piel desnuda de dos jovenes casi tan pálidos como la tela misma.
8.8.09
Stages of Syn.
A su alrededor, reinaba la penumbra y el silencio. Entre la persiana entraban rayos de luz de luna, que solo hallaban unas pocas figuras a su paso. Era un cuarto pequeño, de techo bajo de madera, con ningún mueble exceptuando la cama de dos plazas en el medio del mismo. Sábanas de seda blanca yacían desordenadas sobre el colchón, abrigando la piel desnuda de dos jovenes casi tan pálidos como la tela misma.
7.8.09
Eternity.

Like the wind that shakes the bough
He moves me with a smile
The difficult Ill do right now
The impossible will take a little while
I say Ill care forever
And I mean forever
If I have to hold up the sky
Crazy he calls me
Sure, I'm crazy
Crazy in love am I
2.8.09
She speaks in the third person so she can forget that SHE IS ME.
23.7.09
Get up off the floor and Try.
Who else will?
Please be still...
H se comía las uñas (una lástima, le había costado tanto hacerlas crecer y ahora eran un desastre de nuevo) mientras pensaba en F. H sabía que F estaba seguro de que todo iba a salir bien, y de hecho, en el fondo H también lo pensaba así, pero después de todo lo que había pasado, H no podía evitar tener miedo y nervios. H hablaba con M sobre los problemas de M, y con E sobre los problemas de E, de M, y de quién sabe cuántos más. Pero H intentaba evitar hablar sobre sus propios problemas, para poder ayudar a los demás, porque a través de la pantalla M no podía saber que las manos de H temblaban al teclear las respuestas, y H era lo suficientemente buena disimulando como para que E, aunque se diera cuenta, no la atosigara con preguntas incómodas. Aún así, H le contó a G parte de lo que le pasaba, pero no por completo, porque no quería que G emitiera juicio sobre F. Pero G no dijo nada que ayudara a que H se calmara, aunque tampoco aumentó sus nervios, como si eso fuera posible, pensó. Desde lejos también le hablaba L, contándole todas las cosas interesantes, y las no tanto también, que le pasaban en C, y tirando comentarios sarcásticos sobre lo que tenía preocupada a H, aunque indirectamente, puesto que L no sabía lo que le pasa a H, y H no quería arruinar su felicidad contándoselo. Y entonces H le habló a T sabiendo que T estaba mal, y le intentó levantar el ánimo mientras el suyo propio decaía cada vez más.
Y de repente, todo en lo que podía pensar H era F, F, y más F. Y lo amaba, y lo extrañaba, y se estaba muriendo de un ataque de pánico cuando le dijo que ya estaba mejor para que F se vaya a dormir. Y se quedó sola en su cuarto frío temblando, mientras intentaba huir de sus pensamientos, a la vez que no quería, porque además de ser lo que la perturbaba, no había mayor felicidad que F, F, y más F.
Pero para cuando H habló con P, ya estaba evadiéndose y luchando por mantenerse despierta, y actuó como una idiota al contarle cuán bien iba todo.
Y para cualquiera eso, la mezcla entre el cansancio, la evasión y la idiotez, es fácilmente confundible con la felicidad.
Para cualquiera menos para H, que seguía mordiéndose las uñas mientras lentamente se quedaba dormida. El fuego ardía suavemente, las luces tenues iluminaban la lluvia en su ventana, y al arrullo del ronroneo del felino en su regazo, finalmente se rindió.
Y entonces, H soñó.
10.2.09
Shadows deeper than night.
Remember that little girl, the one we all thought dead? Remember the petite lady crying in the deepest nights? Remember her silver wings, broken, shattered, leaving blood spots as she flew? Remember her dirty face, covered up with tears, as she faked a smile for you? Remember her shadow trying to run away from her, since she already was too dark for it?
And what if I told you that she never left? She just waited, hidden in the trees, as her shadow danced happily... But now, happiness is over... The silhouette realized that she can’t live without her body, mind, soul… It’s a lie, to pretend that you can live without yourself… Not only a lie to self, but one towards everyone… Nevertheless, child and shade hate lies, can’t endure them… So the shadow revealed the truth as soon as she realized she couldn’t stand it any longer. And what happens when you reveal yourself to people that don’t love you, but a disfigured image of yourself? They run, they run away… They leave you alone, saying the words that hurt the most… Saying that… they love you… When you can tell that it’s a shameless lie… But what are you supossed to do? You deserve it…
You’ve always known that, in this life, you just reap what you sow…
A shadow can tell you the basic facts about the person it is standing for… But it can only show you the lines… The details, the true facts, are in the human’s face… The true feelings, are in the human’s blood… And so the shadow ran again towards the child, to fill her right place… Now, stare at the child, and tell me what you see. Tell me if you love, tell me if you want to stay, tell me if you feel… I need you to speak to me ‘cause...
I’m the child, I’m the shadow, I’m the dream, I’m the nightmare…
I’m Ereb… with my Opheliac shade.
And I love you.
Tallulah - Sonata Arctica.
And how you said: "This is never over"
I believed your every word and I guess you did too
But now you're saying : "Hey, let's think this over"
You take my hand and pull me next to you, so close to you
I have a feeling you don't have the words
I found one for you, kiss your cheek, say bye, and walk away
Don't look back 'cause I am crying...
I remember little things you hardly ever do
Tell me why
I don't know why it's over
I remember shooting stars, the walk we took that night
I hope your wish came true, mine betrayed me
You let my hand go, and you fake a smile for me
I have a feeling you don't know what to do
I look deep in your eyes and hesitate a while...
Why are you crying?
Tallulah, It's easier to live alone than fear the time it's over, oo-ooh...
Tallulah, find the words and talk to me, oh, Tallulah,
This could be... heaven
8.2.09
Numb - Linkin Park.
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
And every second I waste is more than I can take
[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
And I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you
[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
6.2.09
Addicted - Kelly Clarkson.
It's like you're a demon I can't face down
It's like I'm stuck
It's like I'm running from you all the time
And I know I let you have all the power
It's like the only company I seek is misery all around
It's like you're a leech
Sucking the life from me
It's like I can't breathe
Without you inside of me
And I know I let you have all the power
And I realize I'm never gonna quit you over time
It's like I can't breathe
It's like I can't see anything
Nothing but you
I'm addicted to you
It's like I can't think
Without you interrupting me
In my thoughts
In my dreams
You've taken over me
It's like I'm not me
It's like I'm not me
It's like I'm lost
It's like I'm giving up slowly
It's like you're a ghost that's haunting me
Leave me alone
And I know these voices in my head
Are mine alone
And I know I'll never change my ways
If I don't give you up now
It's like I can't breathe
It's like I can't see anything
Nothing but you
I'm addicted to you
It's like I can't think
Without you interrupting me
In my thoughts
In my dreams
You've taken over me
It's like I'm not me
It's like I'm not me
I'm hooked on you
I need a fix
I can't take it
Just one more hit
I promise I can deal with it
I'll handle it, quit it
Just one more time
Then that's it
Just a little bit more to get me through this
I'm hooked on you
I need a fix
I can't take it
Just one more hit
I promise I can deal with it
I'll handle it, quit it
Just one more time
Then that's it
Just a little bit more to get me through this
It's like I can't breathe
It's like I can't see anything
Nothing but you
I'm addicted to you
It's like I can't think
Without you interrupting me
In my thoughts
In my dreams
You've taken over me
It's like I'm not me
It's like I'm not me.
21.1.09
No te salves - Mario Benedetti.
al borde del camino
no congeles el júbilo
no quieras con desgana
no te salves ahora
ni nunca
no te salves
no te llenes de calma
no reserves del mundo
sólo un rincón tranquilo
no dejes caer los párpados
pesados como juicios
no te quedes sin labios
no te duermas sin sueño
no te pienses sin sangre
no te juzgues sin tiempo
pero si
pese a todo
no puedes evitarlo
y congelas el júbilo
y quieres con desgana
y te salvas ahora
y te llenas de calma
y reservas del mundo
sólo un rincón tranquilo
y dejas caer los párpados
pesados como juicios
y te secas sin labios
y te duermes sin sueño
y te piensas sin sangre
y te juzgas sin tiempo
y te quedas inmóvil
al borde del camino
y te salvas
entonces
no te quedes conmigo
8.1.09
Chivo.
Espero les gusten.
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