10.2.09

Shadows deeper than night.

Remember that little girl, the one we all thought dead? Remember the petite lady crying in the deepest nights? Remember her silver wings, broken, shattered, leaving blood spots as she flew? Remember her dirty face, covered up with tears, as she faked a smile for you? Remember her shadow trying to run away from her, since she already was too dark for it?

And what if I told you that she never left? She just waited, hidden in the trees, as her shadow danced happily... But now, happiness is over... The silhouette realized that she can’t live without her body, mind, soul… It’s a lie, to pretend that you can live without yourself… Not only a lie to self, but one towards everyone… Nevertheless, child and shade hate lies, can’t endure them… So the shadow revealed the truth as soon as she realized she couldn’t stand it any longer. And what happens when you reveal yourself to people that don’t love you, but a disfigured image of yourself? They run, they run away… They leave you alone, saying the words that hurt the most… Saying that… they love you… When you can tell that it’s a shameless lie… But what are you supossed to do? You deserve it…


You’ve always known that, in this life, you just reap what you sow


A shadow can tell you the basic facts about the person it is standing for… But it can only show you the lines… The details, the true facts, are in the human’s face… The true feelings, are in the human’s blood… And so the shadow ran again towards the child, to fill her right place… Now, stare at the child, and tell me what you see. Tell me if you love, tell me if you want to stay, tell me if you feel… I need you to speak to me ‘cause...


I’m the child, I’m the shadow, I’m the dream, I’m the nightmare…

I’m Ereb… with my Opheliac shade.

And I love you.


Tallulah - Sonata Arctica.

Remember when we used to look how sun sets far away?
And how you said: "This is never over"
I believed your every word and I guess you did too
But now you're saying : "Hey, let's think this over"

You take my hand and pull me next to you, so close to you
I have a feeling you don't have the words
I found one for you, kiss your cheek, say bye, and walk away
Don't look back 'cause I am crying...

I remember little things you hardly ever do
Tell me why
I don't know why it's over
I remember shooting stars, the walk we took that night
I hope your wish came true, mine betrayed me

You let my hand go, and you fake a smile for me
I have a feeling you don't know what to do
I look deep in your eyes and hesitate a while...
Why are you crying?

Tallulah, It's easier to live alone than fear the time it's over, oo-ooh...
Tallulah, find the words and talk to me, oh, Tallulah,
This could be... heaven

8.2.09

Numb - Linkin Park.


I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you

(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)

[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you

(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
And every second I waste is more than I can take

[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

And I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you

[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I'm tired of being what you want me to be

6.2.09

Addicted - Kelly Clarkson.

It's like you're a drug
It's like you're a demon I can't face down
It's like I'm stuck
It's like I'm running from you all the time
And I know I let you have all the power
It's like the only company I seek is misery all around
It's like you're a leech
Sucking the life from me
It's like I can't breathe
Without you inside of me
And I know I let you have all the power
And I realize I'm never gonna quit you over time

It's like I can't breathe
It's like I can't see anything
Nothing but you
I'm addicted to you
It's like I can't think
Without you interrupting me
In my thoughts
In my dreams
You've taken over me
It's like I'm not me
It's like I'm not me

It's like I'm lost
It's like I'm giving up slowly
It's like you're a ghost that's haunting me
Leave me alone
And I know these voices in my head
Are mine alone
And I know I'll never change my ways
If I don't give you up now

It's like I can't breathe
It's like I can't see anything
Nothing but you
I'm addicted to you
It's like I can't think
Without you interrupting me
In my thoughts
In my dreams
You've taken over me
It's like I'm not me
It's like I'm not me

I'm hooked on you
I need a fix
I can't take it
Just one more hit
I promise I can deal with it
I'll handle it, quit it
Just one more time
Then that's it
Just a little bit more to get me through this
I'm hooked on you
I need a fix
I can't take it
Just one more hit
I promise I can deal with it
I'll handle it, quit it
Just one more time
Then that's it
Just a little bit more to get me through this

It's like I can't breathe
It's like I can't see anything
Nothing but you
I'm addicted to you
It's like I can't think
Without you interrupting me
In my thoughts
In my dreams
You've taken over me
It's like I'm not me
It's like I'm not me.